Saturday 22 September 2007

I'm a yo-yo and I'm aspiring 2barock

I'm fighting with myself today and also being very hard on myself.

I guess at the root of it I'm felling very lonely and think that I have made some bad choices on my way and that is why I do not have lots of friends and people around me.

The sun is shining and I want to go out and there is also lots of work todo and I can't seem to do either. I guess I just want to hide away.

The reality is i'm either very up or very down, there does notseem to be any inbetween and I'm aspiring to be a rock, I really don't know if I'm going to make it.

Ok so what to do, the only answer I have is to keep on keeping on. I'm going to start my work.

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