I had a couple of breakthroughs this weekend. The first one was that I discovered that I had lost my excitement and passion for the business and also for most of the things in my life. In every instance I can see that this is because of my own fear, guilt, depression, upset, rejection coupled with deception and manipulation by others.
Now I understand that I am responsible for managing my own states of passion and excitement and part of this has to be preventing or putting in process for:
a) self generation of excitement and passion
b) listen to what the fear, guilt, depression, upset is telling me and then look at taking action to remove this feelling
b) protection from deception and manipulation by others.
c) well meaning but negative comment from others
I have no idea how to do this yet but just wait and see I will master all of this.
The second breakthrough came from a breakdown. After reading the first chapter of John Demartinis book I realised how much my life was in disarray, I have recently moved house and a lot of stuff is messy and stuff is out of place. So I need to get everything ordered again.
This will provide clarity of thought and space to move forwards.
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